*** I had Cerebral Palsy, just like in real life. I lived in a townhouse with a basement. The entrance to it was a set of stairs, next to the steps to go upstairs. I came home and a voodoo woman had 5 brooms standing up in front of the way to the basement. There was also a large wooden broom in front of them. She told me her cousin was down there. I asked if he knew how many people lived in the house. She said no. I immediately got the idea for Lil Nas X to scare him. Nothing over the top, just something like playing an instrument down there. (Him and I were friends and it made sense for a celebrity to hang out with a regular person because dreams are like that.) I asked if that would be okay and she said yes. I said he was really funny. There was something about India. A woman from there who was maybe 4 feet tall. She wore a red dress and gold bracelets and had a nose piercing with a gold chain. Some people insulted her for her size which annoyed me. I liked her. I think she had married the current leader of the country in an arranged marriage and she didn't want to and didn't have feelings for him. She was nice and smart and was going to use her situation to try to help people. He was a balding white guy and he wore blue. Back in America, Rishi Sunak stood in a clear jar that was upside down and on a nightstand. He was only a few inches tall. He argued with a white woman from England. She was funny and likable. Eventually, they understood each other and agreed to try to work together. They kept up the banter and bickering for laughs. (I think they were on a sitcom.) I was glad and thought America and India should just be friends. I watched King of Queen's and there was a joke about Doug jogging. I watched Everybody Loves Raymond and Ray made some joke about how men just say they want sex, but women are confusing and they'll want a back rub or foot rub which will probably lead to sex if the guy actually does it and doesn't rush through it. At some point, I brought Lil Nas home to scare the guy in the basement. He said something and I screamed laughter. I basically said to the woman "See, I told you he was funny!" I was in a room sitting on the floor. A black guy sat across from me. I noticed an orange ladybug near his head on the wall. I asked him to put it outside. He said he didn't care about it. I said I knew, he seemed like a regular guy who wouldn't be afraid of bugs, but I was. I added that I didn't want it dead because I liked them and they didn't do anything. He couldn't find it. (For some reason he couldn't get up or turn his head.) It crawled over his right eye (which seemed left because I was across) and then he noticed it and was going to put it outside but it was out of sight. That made me nervous. Someone else mocked my fear and swatted a fly swatter at me and I leaned back and kept saying to stop. I was later in Granny's room at night. I felt like something else was there. I tried to think of other things. Then an old friend of mine and two women were there. I got some ideas about a person flying with wings similar to a butterfly's and I imagined them as dark green kind of bluish. The women were mad at me for not keeping up with their stuff online. Old friend defended me and actually yelled at them. She said they didn't even care about fans, only views, money, and attention. I was in a room of people and a woman acted strange. I said something, I'm pretty sure I mentioned God, and then I was walked to Granny's room and told to lie down and rest as a woman helped me into bed. I was furious, but I played along at being clueless and docile. It was clear someone didn't want people mentioning God, and that had to be for a reason. I knew that if I showed my real self, I would probably be isolated and drugged. It was smarter to pretend. I was in a blue van with Ben (From the show Evil. He's a smart and logical Atheist who likes proving people wrong when they think they're having paranormal experiences. Like when they think flickering lights means ghosts, and he proves it's just wiring.) and others during the day. The sky was cloudy, and then things started happening. What looked like Chinese dragons going through the sky, rotating, flashing round lights. I was so anxious and thought that it was Biblical. I went to a Catholic church one night. Always seeing things about my current fixation and the Bible
made me curious about Christianity. (Fixation is a person, by the way.) I thought that I might go to church more. Lil Nas had scared the man in the basement and it didn't go well. His cousin's reaction made me think so. A 12 or 13 year old girl had been an only child and loved her sister so much when she was born. She hung out with her even during online classes and would proudly show her to everyone. I was somewhere with my brother and friends. Someone mentioned that back rub joke from Everybody Loves Raymond. Another time, I was somewhere with them and Lil Nas. It was like an underground cave but it had been turned into a large fancy room like it was from Hogwarts. Dimly lit by green light. Lil Nas said that he had taunted zombies in a video game, but it crossed over into reality. He wanted help stopping them. I felt intense fear and anxiety. Zombies of all things, really? I couldn't deal with dead bodies. I thought that this had really happened because of when he scared the man in the basement and when he had moved the woman's brooms. I worried people would hate him so I said he didn't do it on purpose. We all agreed to help him get rid of zombies. Then we were at Granny's and Hunter walked out with me, him going backwards, and when he went to open the door, Granny shouted to watch out for zombies before just walking out there. So did I. But he was so focused on what he was saying that he didn't listen. Luckily, all we encountered were some Halloween skeletons. Then I was with my Stepmom's sister, her boyfriend, and others and I had my old iPod and was annoyed that Lil Nas wasn't on it. I wanted to hide in an "old world" church. Stepmom's sister talked about our mission of stopping zombies. I gave her my iPod to put in a protective briefcase. At some point someone was walking me outside and I said I wanted to go with Hunter. Blue van, which Ben was also in. I put my seatbelt on, and also had one in my mouth. The metal part poked my cheek and hurt. Ben said something and I agreed, I was sure he could tell. (I think what I was doing was some sort of gagging, silence out of respect for Catholicism.) But I couldn't do it in an emergency situation. I removed the seatbelt from my mouth. I encouraged Ben to go towards religion. I could not get my door closed. It would not do it. It seemed to almost bend away from me like rubber for a second. I asked Ben to get it and he did. In what I think was a Walmart parking lot, the sky was bizarre again and I said "Is that a dragon?!" I had seen the outline of a Chinese dragon go by in the reflection of a window. I was anxious again with all that was happening. We went to a dog shelter. Dogs were all either in cages, or wooden boxes with air holes and a clear display window. A fluffy black dog with spots of brown and a white fur by its stomach sniffed and licked me. One opened its own cage and walked up to someone in the group, growling. I thought that maybe animals were getting smarter and were able to do things they couldn't before, which I took as another God related sign. I saw a bunch of puppies crammed together and felt bad for them. Dogs must have been neglected and abused at the shelter. How many had trouble walking because their lives had been spent in boxes? How many got sick because of having no space and people not cleaning? How many starved to death? It made me sad to think about.
❄️❄️❄️ The reason Catholicism appeared in the dream is because that's what Evil focuses on. The main character Kristen used to be one and she starts working with David, who's working on becoming a Priest, and Ben, and they work for Catholics and help with exorcisms and figuring out what's got supernatural involved in it and what doesn't. Lil Nas X being in the dream is random. I'm a fan of his, but still. His talent and fame weren't relevant to the dream, so you'd think it could've been anyone. The fixation part wasn't random. Neither was Rishi and the woman in the dress and the Husband and funny woman. Unfortunately I've seen racism against Indians a lot on Twitter lately, but that site is a dumpster full of all forms of hatred, so it's not surprising. I've also seen Christians insulting Hindus, which annoys and saddens me. I think the dream was showing how I want Indians and white people and Hindus and Christians (and everyone else) to get along. Rishi in a jar? I don't know what that was about. Maybe it was to show that politicians aren't special or magical, they're just people like everyone else. I don't know. The dogs weren't random either. I recently saw a video where a guy said animals might be getting smarter. And I think my subconscious went with dogs specifically because they are a gift to humanity and we're lucky to have such adorable and loving animals actually enjoy being with us. So in a way they represent innocence and purity, and that shelter showed innocence being harmed in a twisted and cold world, which ties into the religious aspect of the dream.
